i've been reading a online story for these couple weeks, never ending story, but its really good for keeping me uptill 5 in the morning, at work, at home....

i recieved a bill from playboy, but i never subscribed, ha, i hate to call the customer service, i dun like them to keep me waiting, i hav no time...

i can pay off till october, six more months, keep maself busy as hell, its tired, i really hav no mood on chatting on the fone, i just need sum space, i rather stay at home for reading, i think....."crowdedphobia"....... ha.

last friday, in the laundramat, a lady said "hi" to me, while im look at her, she really scared me, a heavy fur jacket, huge hat, colorful face, she reminded me i had see her in sumwhere in the magazine, or comics, just cant remember, while im walked back, im just feel sumone followed me at the back, sumone is watching me... im not dare to look back, i had a nitemare at that nite...

its sunday again, nice weather... but its sunday... its suck...

these couple just damn hot, hot, hot, but while back to home, its damn cold, cold, cold, huh, always have the headache after lunch, is it really hot...... i  can feel it...